Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
tired of this replay
Monday, February 1 / 8:02:00 PM

i'm tired of trying to get things to change, but everytime things do, i get so excited and ahead of myself. i'm used to how things were, and as things just changed i learned to accept the fact that the past is the past. now that it's kinda back to how things sort of were, i got used to it again. you always have me learning something from your stupidity. you manipulate me, but you teach me to never get too comfortable. you teach me a lot of things, and maybe i'm just tired of trying to figure things out.