Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
Time is the best teacher, and the best healer.
Friday, December 11 / 10:48:00 PM

everything you learn from- every person you meet to each one who walks out of your life, your mistakes, and struggles, to your accomplishments- to the heartbreaks, broken friendships, the meltdowns, the losses to the failing grade; time can just change everything. it teaches you about life. what life has to offer, and how important and valuable it really is. you learn how much something meant to you once it's gone, and won't ever experience anything just like it, until time offers you something better, or worse. time can be the most complicated aspect in a situation because although it's always there, in a sense where time never stops- you can't always depend on it. but on the other hand, with everything- time always heals the pain. there ain't no sunshine without the rain, hence, time too, is versatile. it isn't a one way thing...

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oh mama, today's friday. had such a stressful week. been pms'ing like a motherfucka. been feeling so angry, and impatient, like never before. been coming home and just running my mouth about the weirdest things LOL. been feeling sleepy, and took some naps lately. now that's weird. def, not the regular me LOL. today saw baby♥ omg i missed him so much. it's only been a week, but it's honestly felt like so much longer since the last time i saw him. watched new moon :) it was a pretty good movie. but i don't know if it's just me, but movies nowadays aren't so "wow" it's just like "oh, it was good" when really it's like a "there's so much better movies out there" kinda thing. but as long as i was with him, everything's good (Y) :) bought my secret santa's gift :) and also went xmas shopping with my parents. LOL. bumped into these three hot nigga's at the mall! LOL aren't we mallrats? i was gonna call you guys the mallrats, but i clearly am always there when you are so i'll share the title with you. LOL. anyways, good day. well spent i shall say. Zzzzzz..