Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
hmmm.
Tuesday, December 22 / 12:57:00 PM

It hurts to see what shouldn't have been revealed. I can't help but think wrong. I know it's bad, but it's normal for me. I do think of the negative aspects of everything, but I need to stop. It's happened before, it could happen whenever, where-ever, how-ever. I don't want to think of having to lose you. I don't want to. Especially to another. Don't get me wrong, I friggen love you so damn much, that's why I feel this way. I'm not telling you to stop doing whatever you're doing. It's me. I'm just going overboard. I guess I'm just gonna have to deal with it, either way I'll still love you.