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Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
Sunday, September 6 / 1:39:00 PM

I'm feeling so good today. I mean, lately. Like, of course things have been getting in the way. But, c'mon I've been in such great moods. Despite, the hard shit coming @ me, it doesn't really make me anything but stronger. So keep it up :) I'm ready for whatever you're gonna throw at my face, 'cause experience is key. YES. I've been thinking about EVERYTHING, you name it and these are just some things I needa get off my chest-

CHANGE.
Change is so bittersweet. I love how it really shows who's been there- and those who no longer are, it reveals the real truth. I now think I know who is there for me. Well, at this moment. Like, haah, people who I thought wouldn't dare think shit about me, did, have, and will- and some who I expected to leave me, didn't. Kind of crazy. But I feel really good. Like, to those who hate me, and think that everything's getting to me. Maybe it does, for a moment, feel proud of that. But at the end of the day, for real, it makes me laugh. I love how important I am. How important my thoughts, are to you. LOL. If only you guys were mind readers. I could hoooooonestly laugh like I'm high. But whatever on you guys haah :) Like, meeting new people, getting closer to some old ones, and just maintaining my friendships with those special few :) It makes me appreciate everything alot more. Like, I feel really blessed. You'll catch me laughing alot more, and smiling. I swear, I don't even cry that much anymore. LOL. Like, i used to be sensitive and whatever, but now it's just like.. tears of happiness, half the time. That's bomb. I love it. I love change, and I love how things don't change. It's getting to me.

So anywho's update on the summer.
ITS ENDING. 2 MORE DAYS. And like the heck, it's Sunday and Monday, so wth am I gonna do. Doubt I'll be seeing anyone, although I wanna see him. LOL. Anywho's... PND YESTERDAY! WAS LIVE! : ) First time ever to go, so that was coool. Woke up hecka early, Ash woke me up and whatnot, got ready, blahblah. Daddy dropped me @ SQ to meet up with Ashley and Jess : ) Had some little talks with them. Me with my violenceness LOL. LOVE YOU GUYS. Then, walked around for a bit, and got to the theatre. SO MANY PEOPLE. Like, asian invasion much? Watched the freaking dance performances, SO LIVE. I ROCK WITH THE ONE! WOW. Inspiration much. LOL. AHAHA -
Kim- I'm gonna marry a dancer! :)
Kisha- I'm gonna marry a Spanish.
♥
Anywho's yeah, we walked around. Went on Behemoth. JBBBBBBBB YOU KILLED MEEEEEEE♥;) LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. If only you could see his face. Oh man, that was like, the most hilarious thing I've seen in my life. I like your scream :) Kay I'll stop, before you " kill me " Then, got some food to eat. WOAH, WE MET DPRYDE! I almost forgot LOL. He signed my phone :) Woo. And his brother and whatever those people there. I think body guards? LOL. Yeah, took pictures with them :) Then we went to go eat some food :) Tell me how, a frign pop is like more than half we paid for our food -_- Now that's cheaaap. Went to find seats, although the back is better :) Noh? Sat there. Looked way better. It was hella cold though :| I got like two mosquito bites. Like on my boob, like the frig. LOL. Then went on behemoth again! At night. With the twin :) She's freaking hilarious. OMG LOL, " I do that sometimes. I walk in and go, WHAT THE HELL! " LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL I died. Bun you, stupid Gatorrrrrr. After behemoth, went home. Live day. MANNNNNNNNN! I love life.