Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
Thursday, July 23 / 4:10:00 PM
I think I'm gonna pop a vein or something. I'm gonna just break down at one point, and it's pretty unpredictable. It could happen at any second, any day, at any time. And I wish I could just prevent it or something, but that's clearly impossible. Because the fact that you're gone, isn't, can't, and won't change. It literally touches my heart each and everytime I think of you. I don't know how many times I've thought about it in the past week. I feel so empty. I feel like.. I just don't know what to do. I've never seen my mom cry the way she did when this whole thing happened. I just wish it never happened. I just wish.. If only. If only this, if only that.. It won't happen. Frig...
* BIG SHOUTS to Trisha Bonus, thanks for being here for me. I love you with the world. ♥
* BIG SHOUTS to Trisha Bonus, thanks for being here for me. I love you with the world. ♥
Today was uber boring for me. Again, I was on the computer the whole day LOL just msn-ing the whole time. Supposed to chill with RT buttttt his sister wanted to go to Pho. LOL, kept saying sorry to me, pretty cute. Next time na lang. I guess I'll go watch some tv or something, later stalkers.
