Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
Friday, July 31 / 8:11:00 PM
I don't know what you expect. I don't know what you want. I don't know what you need. I don't know if I have it all. I don't know if I can give it all, even though you've basically wheeled me in. But I really don't know? Like, I'm actually starting to worry, and it's all because I actually care. I may be assuming, and jumping into a mild conclusion, but that's how I am when I care. I over think every single detail, and I stress myself over things, even if I shouldn't be. But it's a sign to show I actually give a shit. I'm concerned, but I know my limits. I know people help me, and tell me things... But at the end of the day, whether I like it or not, the only person by my side, is me. I know people look out for me, and say things that are hard to take in, or the things I don't expect nor want to hear- but it's all for the benefit of the doubt. Whether I like it or not- they're just looking out for me. And I have to understand that. And I'm learning to. I'm learning to adapt to so many things now-a-days. It's actually good though, because I'm changing for the better, and only for the better. The only thing that gets in my way sometimes, is my past. I don't know what, or why it happens, but I know I'm not standing alone on a long lost island. I know that I'm not the only one thriving to get out of this misery. But as I said, I am learning. I won't let my past interfere with my present, and most importantly the future. I still feel like something's missing though. And I can't piece it together. I still do the same things, say the same things, and what not, but I just don't feel the same? Time is the essence, and I hope it really... turns out the way it should.
Signing off as- Completely Clueless.
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
Friday, July 31 / 8:11:00 PM
I don't know what you expect. I don't know what you want. I don't know what you need. I don't know if I have it all. I don't know if I can give it all, even though you've basically wheeled me in. But I really don't know? Like, I'm actually starting to worry, and it's all because I actually care. I may be assuming, and jumping into a mild conclusion, but that's how I am when I care. I over think every single detail, and I stress myself over things, even if I shouldn't be. But it's a sign to show I actually give a shit. I'm concerned, but I know my limits. I know people help me, and tell me things... But at the end of the day, whether I like it or not, the only person by my side, is me. I know people look out for me, and say things that are hard to take in, or the things I don't expect nor want to hear- but it's all for the benefit of the doubt. Whether I like it or not- they're just looking out for me. And I have to understand that. And I'm learning to. I'm learning to adapt to so many things now-a-days. It's actually good though, because I'm changing for the better, and only for the better. The only thing that gets in my way sometimes, is my past. I don't know what, or why it happens, but I know I'm not standing alone on a long lost island. I know that I'm not the only one thriving to get out of this misery. But as I said, I am learning. I won't let my past interfere with my present, and most importantly the future. I still feel like something's missing though. And I can't piece it together. I still do the same things, say the same things, and what not, but I just don't feel the same? Time is the essence, and I hope it really... turns out the way it should.
Signing off as- Completely Clueless.
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
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Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
extras
to do's & to buy's
TO DO:
- Jam sesh with BLISS
- Beach baby!
- JULY 5, Movie&Dine with lovers
- Mabuhay cup
- Take pictures, every day of the summer!
- Paris?
- North Carolina with mom<3
TO BUY:
- Locker shelf/shelves
- Headband
- Skirt
- Professional camera
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
