Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
monday, great start.
Monday, May 4 / 4:40:00 PM
yum mondays? i was looking forward to today, well not really. but you said it girl, " YOU JUST STARTED MY BLOODY DAY " fuck you. shut the fuck uppppp.. you don't know how to listen. i don't care if i'm wrong or if i'm right, you're so hypocritical. ffreak! i don't listen? kay clearly.. i said something to you and two seconds after you're gonna say something totally different. f'real? did i make you cry? i think i did.. but it's not like you never make me cry. it's not like you never make faces at me. or say stupid shit. in stupid ways. at stupid times. fuck, i'm sorry i'm the worsteresteresterst. i'll make it up to you. don't i always? or do i make everything worse? tell me. cause i should know. so as much as i wanted to tell you off, i did'nt. cause as always you threaten me. one day i'm just gonna come out of my big shell and yell in your face. " FUCKKKKKKK OFFFF , fuck you , fuck everything .. " like ugh. i hope your happy since you always get whatever you want. even if you're wrong. even if you're a hypocrite. i hope you open up your eyes, and realize that i do have respect. that i am thankful, for everything you do for me. i realize what you do. and even though i don't say "thank you" to your face.. i try to show it. but it's like you're stopping me.. you never realize anything i do. never. you never say thank you, all you can say is shit. blah blah blah.. blah blah :)
so today totally wasn't the best day. at all. as you can see. LOL, buuuut thank goodness for my friends who keep me up through whatever. thanks so much. so, school was kinda eh.. we had a supply, so it was quite interesting. LMFAO @ Eric. he is too funny. we had the marian mass at 10, which was funny while i was watching the kindergarteners being bored to death. LOL Tellie :) she was laughing at me and calling me rude cause i was somewhat doing my nails. hahaha. anywho's.. so yeah the rest of the day was quite normal. nothing really happened. i'm kinda procrastinating on my studies, which is totally bad. cause it is my number one priority... crappers. so, my cousins just left. they came over and loafted for a bit :) made me laugh, and sing. oh goshhhh. ahahah, hm, so here i am doing nothing. my blogs are so boring -.- so, don't creep me ;) bahbye!
so today totally wasn't the best day. at all. as you can see. LOL, buuuut thank goodness for my friends who keep me up through whatever. thanks so much. so, school was kinda eh.. we had a supply, so it was quite interesting. LMFAO @ Eric. he is too funny. we had the marian mass at 10, which was funny while i was watching the kindergarteners being bored to death. LOL Tellie :) she was laughing at me and calling me rude cause i was somewhat doing my nails. hahaha. anywho's.. so yeah the rest of the day was quite normal. nothing really happened. i'm kinda procrastinating on my studies, which is totally bad. cause it is my number one priority... crappers. so, my cousins just left. they came over and loafted for a bit :) made me laugh, and sing. oh goshhhh. ahahah, hm, so here i am doing nothing. my blogs are so boring -.- so, don't creep me ;) bahbye!
