Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
desire
Monday, May 25 / 4:57:00 PM
As each day is supposedly "scheduled" the only thing that really turns out right, is the constant urge. The urge to cry, the urge to think, and reminise. She can only smile in front of such people, but she can only do it for ONE. You mean so much to her. Have you realized that yet? Have you ever took the time, to think out your ways? How you hurt her, with the most violent weapons... your words. You made her scrape her knees half the way through everything she's ever done for you. You were never there. You were almost invisible. Yet, nothing can change that. Nothing can change what you've done. And she can't take back anything she's accomplished for you, despite how great the want of hers may be. After all this, after all the heartache, after the dead heart continues to beat, she only wishes for one thing. She wishes for you to be happy. Out of all the people in this world, it's you. It always been. And it will be for quite some time to come. She hopes you won't forget, nor regret, having her by your side. Always trying to prove herself to not only the world, but you. She wants you to recognize her, and for you to be the one who seeks the beauty of her invisible passion. Her passion, and love, for you. For you to hear her out, hear her heart calling for you. To be the one to welcome her back into your arms. And for you, to understand her inimitable desire, her beautiful nightmare called reality.
.. I was bored
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
desire
Monday, May 25 / 4:57:00 PM
As each day is supposedly "scheduled" the only thing that really turns out right, is the constant urge. The urge to cry, the urge to think, and reminise. She can only smile in front of such people, but she can only do it for ONE. You mean so much to her. Have you realized that yet? Have you ever took the time, to think out your ways? How you hurt her, with the most violent weapons... your words. You made her scrape her knees half the way through everything she's ever done for you. You were never there. You were almost invisible. Yet, nothing can change that. Nothing can change what you've done. And she can't take back anything she's accomplished for you, despite how great the want of hers may be. After all this, after all the heartache, after the dead heart continues to beat, she only wishes for one thing. She wishes for you to be happy. Out of all the people in this world, it's you. It always been. And it will be for quite some time to come. She hopes you won't forget, nor regret, having her by your side. Always trying to prove herself to not only the world, but you. She wants you to recognize her, and for you to be the one who seeks the beauty of her invisible passion. Her passion, and love, for you. For you to hear her out, hear her heart calling for you. To be the one to welcome her back into your arms. And for you, to understand her inimitable desire, her beautiful nightmare called reality.
.. I was bored
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
biography
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SVZN
Sophomore/Independent/Focused/F&F
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Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
extras
to do's & to buy's
TO DO:
- Jam sesh with BLISS
- Beach baby!
- JULY 5, Movie&Dine with lovers
- Mabuhay cup
- Take pictures, every day of the summer!
- Paris?
- North Carolina with mom<3
TO BUY:
- Locker shelf/shelves
- Headband
- Skirt
- Professional camera
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
