Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
Tuesday, April 21 / 5:10:00 PM
so im still on my emotips, but hey... everyone has them. like come on, what is this? what the freak is this. i went to confessions, and hey i feel a bit better. but, i had to lie just once more. just so i wouldn't have to get into bigger problems. SORRY for doing the wrong thing, i tried making it right, but nothing's right anymore. tell me what's really good? what's right? what's left? what's wrong? everything. oh man. i'm sorry i'm not perfect. i'm sorry that i'm not everything you expected in me. sorry i'm not who i was, but like, freak. it's too hard. but whatever, i'm just going to move on. everything is so mixed-emoted. is that even a word? haah, it's funny how people say how much of a friend i am... how i'm TOO much of a friend at times. yes, i do agree. but sometimes, i seem to forget cause lately, i kept giving my 100% and none of it was ever appreciated. but that's fine. if that's not enough for you... if my best is not enough? that's fine. but it's not only with friends, cough. but i'm changing. for myself. not for anybody else. so... if you want to come along, that's great. if not, sorry... sorry for everything the stupid me ever did.
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
Tuesday, April 21 / 5:10:00 PM
so im still on my emotips, but hey... everyone has them. like come on, what is this? what the freak is this. i went to confessions, and hey i feel a bit better. but, i had to lie just once more. just so i wouldn't have to get into bigger problems. SORRY for doing the wrong thing, i tried making it right, but nothing's right anymore. tell me what's really good? what's right? what's left? what's wrong? everything. oh man. i'm sorry i'm not perfect. i'm sorry that i'm not everything you expected in me. sorry i'm not who i was, but like, freak. it's too hard. but whatever, i'm just going to move on. everything is so mixed-emoted. is that even a word? haah, it's funny how people say how much of a friend i am... how i'm TOO much of a friend at times. yes, i do agree. but sometimes, i seem to forget cause lately, i kept giving my 100% and none of it was ever appreciated. but that's fine. if that's not enough for you... if my best is not enough? that's fine. but it's not only with friends, cough. but i'm changing. for myself. not for anybody else. so... if you want to come along, that's great. if not, sorry... sorry for everything the stupid me ever did.
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
biography
just 'cause you know my name, doesn't mean you know me
SVZN
Sophomore/Independent/Focused/F&F
Welcome to my blog. Here's where you'll find most of my memories, photographs, rants, feelings, etc.Enjoy!
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
extras
to do's & to buy's
TO DO:
- Jam sesh with BLISS
- Beach baby!
- JULY 5, Movie&Dine with lovers
- Mabuhay cup
- Take pictures, every day of the summer!
- Paris?
- North Carolina with mom<3
TO BUY:
- Locker shelf/shelves
- Headband
- Skirt
- Professional camera
Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
