Once you've got everything
you've ever wanted, you've got everything to lose
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Thursday, April 9 / 10:26:00 PM
dear blog,
why hello there stranger. sorry i haven't been writing. i feel so REBEL. lmfao >< .. my lifes been pretty spun up .. in everything! sadness, worry-ness, anxious-ness, happyness. i feel like i'm starting new. actually, i kind of like it. but at the same time, people dont.. but i can't please everyone in this world, and im learning how to stop thinking about everyone else for once. blah.. i'm trying to be true to myself especially. this week has been so stressfull, but it's me putting the stress on myself. it's not even because of other people, it's just my thoughts. and how i miss things. how im not used to anything at all. but i gotta learn.
so we had the stations of the cross presentations, so at school it was pretty toned down, a bit. we also did art majority of yesterday and today. fuuuuuurk, jesus is so hard to draw :( but ughhh i hope my art sells :) (yn) YAY , baby cousin is going to be born on sunday :) easter baby. haha aww, he's gonna be a cutie. :)
what else to tell you? OH. i bought my grad dress today :) it's pretty cute. ah, i cant wait till grad. like f'real.. HIGHSCHOOL is something im looking forward too. grad grad grad, i better match with guillermo > bestfriend (: i promised all the boys ima dance with them lmfao, awww.. im gunna cry so much :(
anyways.. my moods gone. i feel so dead. like fmlllllll. whatever.
why hello there stranger. sorry i haven't been writing. i feel so REBEL. lmfao >< .. my lifes been pretty spun up .. in everything! sadness, worry-ness, anxious-ness, happyness. i feel like i'm starting new. actually, i kind of like it. but at the same time, people dont.. but i can't please everyone in this world, and im learning how to stop thinking about everyone else for once. blah.. i'm trying to be true to myself especially. this week has been so stressfull, but it's me putting the stress on myself. it's not even because of other people, it's just my thoughts. and how i miss things. how im not used to anything at all. but i gotta learn.
so we had the stations of the cross presentations, so at school it was pretty toned down, a bit. we also did art majority of yesterday and today. fuuuuuurk, jesus is so hard to draw :( but ughhh i hope my art sells :) (yn) YAY , baby cousin is going to be born on sunday :) easter baby. haha aww, he's gonna be a cutie. :)
what else to tell you? OH. i bought my grad dress today :) it's pretty cute. ah, i cant wait till grad. like f'real.. HIGHSCHOOL is something im looking forward too. grad grad grad, i better match with guillermo > bestfriend (: i promised all the boys ima dance with them lmfao, awww.. im gunna cry so much :(
anyways.. my moods gone. i feel so dead. like fmlllllll. whatever.
